Yesterday, before going to get my twilight stuffs...I fell asleep upon two kitchen chairs.

I have never slept so good before!!!!!!!



Anyway, i gave the jacobandbella card to my youngest sister, since she had claimed anything jacob related that I didn't want. So the next youngest, got a little jacob card.
I gave them away because I seriusly don't care much about jacob, and then it's better he can come to the care of his fans xD

Went to bed before 6pm....woke up today and half past noon...slept over 16 hours xD

WHAAAAAAAA

Ok. so I didn't really like Twilight at all, I mean, I do like the book, but Kristen Stewart bugs me in this roll, and Robert Pattinson must have a stick up his ass when he plays Edward Cullen.

But New Moon. SO MUCH BETTER!!!

Kristen Stewart got a little bit better, but I don't understand why she need to do all those weird noises all the time.
Robert Pattinson still had a stick in his ass, but it seemed smaller this time.
And the movie was much better,
but someone destroyed it.

This person.




Anyway, I havent slept for 25 hours, and guess what. MY TWILIGHT CALENDAR AND THE DELUXE THING HAVE ARRIVED AT THE MAILOFFICE. I'm not gonns sleep until I got them in my hands and drool a little over them, and scribble over Jacobs face and burn pictures of only Jacob on. (Just kidding. I have paid for them you know.) ;P

Just kidding Jacob fans.

But I am Anti Jacob, don't ask me why, I know he is very important for the story to run as it should, but don't you think that it would have been easier for my lovely Carlisle and his family to live and turn bella if that kid and his pack wasn't around?

Tonight...soon...In just about 2h and 30 minutes, I'm going to watch Twilight, and NEW MOON!!!!! MOOOOOOOOOOOH!

Twilight starts at 9.30pm, and New Moon starts at midnight.

Sad thing is, I start work at 7.30 tomorrow morning, so I am not going to sleep at all tonight xD

Bought a 1,5l Cola, gonna make some popcorn and I bought a chocolate. I WANNA GO TO THE MOVIES NOW!

And yesterday, I had this adrenaline kick and bought this.



:D 18months Twilight calendar, and Twilight Deluxe, with movie, newmoon poster, stickers and cards. :D:D:D:D:D

I wonder how long I will stay this time.

I'm also wondering if I am forgotten, if so, no one will be sad about theese news.
I am killing of False Memories!
Why? Because I have no clue what the plot is anymore... And I hate the fic, it certainly didn't come out as I wanted it. Sounded so much better in my head.

Anyway, I haven't given up on Secret Lovers just yet. I like that plot much more, and it is such an easy plot too.
I can only hope that people will actually read it, since I abandoned it all before :/

Gay Trip (which is written with my sister) will also continuing. When? I don't know.

I do have a life outside my fandom(unbelivable). But I will write from time to time, and planned on writing a few chapters before continue posting....I am such a bad writer/updater xD

http://stupid-junior.blogspot.com

Makes me wonder why on earth there are people in the world.
Why waste energy on hating someone you don't know?
Frankly, I don't get upset when reading things like "Heechul likes boys", but don't go around calling Shindong fatty, or write stupid things about Donghae's family. It's just rude. Writing that Heechul likes boys is also rude, but if he would find that site, I think he wouldn't care at all.

I just want to know why. Why people bother hating?
I had enough hating in my life, I can't even hate the ones making that site. I just feel sorry for them, having so much hate they need to take it out on innocent people they don't even know. I'd like to watch those people behind that site, walking up to super junior and say all things to their face instead of hiding behind the computer.



You do not have to love or hate a group, there is a simpel thing in between, it's call DO NOT BOTHER.

I don't have time for anything lately...well honestly, I do have time..but I'm not making use of it.
I'm so stressed because of my school works who should be done soon, but I'm not making any progress..well, I did today, I started with it..it's an essay..
and then my history teacher was supposed to send me a mail with furtfer information on a test I'm gonna have..but she hasn't sent anything..
and then we're waiting for for information about money we have asked about for out trip to auswitch...

aaaaah...

ah picture I've made of eeteuk xD I think I did pretty well, since I really can't draw...it might look like I've cheated by putting it against the screen..but I haven't...I made the picture in to small sqaures, and did the same to the paper, and it's such a good way to draw xD


yuck..it doesn't look like eeteuk in the picture..
here's another..


I have a scanner, but I'm too lazy to use it >_<
GAH! It does not look like eeteuk in that pic either...well...screw that, atleast it looks like eeteuk at the real drawing i have...
And I CAN'T make shadows even if my life depended on it...

I'm gonna update False Memories and Secret Lovers tomorrow, HOPEFULLY!
My computer have been fucking up lately (don't know if I've wrote it before) Anyway, so hopefully it will work tomorrow when I'm gonna update it. I'm gonna try finish it now, and if I do, I will update, just so everyone knows, that if I don't update tomorrow(sunday) it's because my fucking computer died again -_-

Today is Hyukjae's birthday~~
Congrats to him!!




Anyway, the next chapters of my fics is slowly being done. I don't have as much time as before, with having a job and working out and such...Muhuhu, but I write as soon as I get something in my head that sounds good. They'll be done by next week. I hope my readers haven't left me -_-;;

Now, I'm going to clean my room. Having family dinner today, so today I won't have time to write...

that wallpaper was not one of my brightest ideas (but then again, I'm not that bright anyway)

I'm studying for the test I have tomorrow.
Unfortanly my wallpaper on the computer is of Eeteuk, and so I look up to see him all the time, and get sidetracked with just looking at him...
So I made a new wallpaper.




I don't think this picture will help me stop looking at him though...

I'm not updating here that much anymore...
I just haven't felt like it O_o Haven't really had something to write (plus, I didn't have internet for a long period of time too)

Anyway.

I got a job!! MWAHAHAHA! I've only worked 20 hours yet, so my first paycheck won't be that big of amount.
But atleast it's something.

I am currently at this very moment writing chapter 9 of false memories, and also planned to finish next chapter of Secret Lovers (I even forgot the title to that one so I had to look it up xD)

Well...I finish school soon. Just a test and an essay in social studies, then a test in history and then I'm finish..well almost..Need to fix my P.E course too..but...I just have to see how I will get by with that >_

I'm making PR for my little friend.
KJSDNGKÖJSDG



(My internet is still dead..using my friends computer now.)

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!As a kindergarden teacher,,just 5 minutes from my home..MWAHAHAHAHA

Gotta go and wash some laundry..

Until I get my internet back!!

Our internet at home is fucked up.
So now I'm at school and I'm gonna be on internet until lunch because God knows when I got to school next time and when I'm gonna get internet at home again.
Waaaaaah~
It's really sad to know that internet is my life, because when our internet died some days ago, I didn't have anything to do, so I sat down and watched a movie out of boredom....And I've played lots of sims2...

Anyway..
Tomorrow Super Junior's third album's coming!!! I WANT IT!
I NEED MONEY!
But I'm going to Polen in May, and I don't even have a job and I need money..
and then just a few days after that, I'm going to Japan Expo.....
GIVE ME MONEY!!!!
And I want to buy super junior's other albums tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

*goes and cry*

Here they sit..
the SUJU family..



There's another family in town (SMTOWN duh~) that's named JUSU(for lack of better name) which constist of rest of the members.
Aaah...There's currently living 2 eeteuk in town, 2 kangin, 2 donghae, 2 hyukjae and 2 sungmin....
I need to stop making them all again and again...

credits: taaz.com

Title: False Memories
Author: Cocosdot
Beta: Due to the long wait, I won't hold you up any longer, so this chapter is un-betaed.
Chapter: 08/??
Genre: Angst?
Pairing: Kangteuk
Rating: Uh...swearing? pg-16? I really don't know.
Warning: I warn you!
Disclaimer: Just rub it in my face won't ya!
Summary: After being out celebrating SUJU's third anniversary, Eeteuk wakes up in an alley, and nothing is how it's suppose to be.
A/N: Ooops..about 1month and a half since last update..but then, I thought it was even longer =D Anyway, I've re-written ch8 lots of time, but today I re-did it again and I'm gonna stick with this.

( Chapter 8 here finally )